I just got out of my four exams…I actually took three of them and for the last one I’ll get away with the minimum grade if I finish a project by tomorrow. If you’re now wondering why I am blogging when I have three more exams tomorrow and not getting some work done, well my answer is quite simple: I have some poison to get out of my system!
Why do people thing that students that work choose to have a job as a hobby? Why do they think you can just leave your job whenever you like? Hell, for as long as I worked as a secretary I had problems even for going to buy food! But now, it is unpardonable that didn’t come at school at least once! Yeah, of course, I chose not to depend on my parents for money because I wanted to look cool in my friends’ eyes…No shit??? I think I would have looked cooler if I just had these enormous grades, trust me on that would you?
As you can see, I am pretty mad. I admit I didn’t study as much as I should out of pure laziness, I admit I could have got to the Augmenting Techniques class if I really wanted to, but now, I really couldn’t make it to your class! So if you want, just f***ing flunk me, stop judging me if you really don’t know that much about me anyway. And especially if in the previous years I had the habit of always coming to your class and doing these great presentations that you really liked!!! So, don’t worry, I will study for your exam, I would never ask you to just let me pass. It’s not in my character! I just do the best I can and if I deserve to pass, I pass…
What I liked best about this whole point of view is that I was actually considered annoyingly privileged (you little prick, you don’t deserve this!) for having to take four exams in the same day. Yeah, of course, I have to finish a two hours’ exam in just one to get to the next! I wonder why I don’t feel that privileged.
I didn’t come to school, now I pay by having this busy schedule…Don’t you think it’s quite enough? Can you imagine the stress in only thinking how to get through four exams? Do you know it’s not even legal, according to the Faculty rules, to make me take that many in a day? I wonder why it is forbidden…Of course, because it is a favor they’re doing to me!
And finally, you know what? At the end of the day my parents and I are the only ones who really deserve an explaining for this whole situation. And we know it was the best choice I had! Speaking of which, my mom actually said that if there is no need to pass all the exams now, I shouldn’t bother! I never thought my grade obsessed parents would ever come to that conclusion!
But, oh, well, the teachers that I really like do behave different…And when I see them I do feel ashamed. I mean today, at the AT exam (look up), one of the papers I brought was a not what it should have been at all…And that wasn’t the only time I did that! I should somehow apologize for these things, here would be the best place – sorry, George and Bradut, I really didn’t read much for the exam today. Pretty stupid site analysis too :))
So now I’m gonna publish my blog, feel better and very proud of my deed and hope I can do everything I want to do for tomorrow…
A comment from ET. Sorry, but I just can’t stop wondering if there is no hidden meaning in that…Any problems lately??? I am very mean today, sorry about that!