Or at least I think so. I have finally found the reason behind my constantly being tired. My mind is a mess. In each free moment that I get (read moments when my brain is not busy doing something), about a thousand thoughts go through my head. Plans, tasks, wondering, ideas, all of them rush into my each and every corner of mind and they are restless. Always running, going, coming, falling, getting up, having something to add, interrupting, starting a sentence and leaving it unfinished.
I seem unable to focus on any of these. So none of these thoughts craving for my attention is given what it needs. That's why they all wait patiently and rush yelling "me, me!" whenever they get the chance.
My solution? Find some time for soul-searching and some structured and ordered thinking. Put it all on paper if needed, find some aims, goals and come up with a huge to do list that I would actually complete as planned. Maybe afterwards I'll finally find my peace and rest, but really rest.
Labels: Alina the Wonderer